Identity Crisis
Who am I, what is my identity?
I always think...in stress or in serenity.
When I was born, I was called Mr. Shirodkars' son...
and there was no confusion...as I was the only one.
As time went by, there was a change...
and everyone started calling me by my name.
Growing up, I was the "SHORT" one...
and sometimes became an object of fun.
Amongst gujjus and marwaris, I was a "GHATI"...
and another one came by,...giving me the seniority.
I was the "SCIENCE" guy, when it came to college..
coz everyone around me, had more of a commerical knowledge.
college went by, and I was an "ENGINEER"...
and thats what they called me, friends from far and near.
coming to the US, I became a "DESI" smart...
thousands of miles away, but still an indian at heart.
time went by in Buffalo, and I was nicknamed "FLIRT"...
and I was linked going around with every other skirt.
Masters of Science, but "UNDERACHEIVED" I felt...
coz with a degree in hand, I didnt have a job under my belt.
had the potential, just didnt deliver...
but I am not going to be a "LOSER" forever..
with so much going around, puts me in a crisis of identity...
from the ashes I will rise..no longer will I be a "NON-ENTITY"
-Sumedh
4 Comments:
good attempt at trying to summarize on all your names..but i am sure you left out quite a few.:)
SS,Funny guy...
or maybe *******'s father (though that will take some time)
wonderful mirror and voice of your heart...looks like you have penned down all that you have felt about yourself...i admire your boldness and truth!
I'm sure each one of us goes through this. Nice way of expressing ur thots. U still have many more names to go.
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